Rooooxas, where the fuck are you? I've looked and looked and looked.

Shit, I think I need to get laid or something.

YES! Guitar skills ARE becoming more excellent if I do say so myself. And I do! Now...Where did I put those plecs?

I got a job. So that should keep me busy. Still no sign of Roxas though. I'll find him, I know I will.

Well, my throat isn't sore anymore, which is great. And I feel good. I guess I just had to keep myself doing something. That was all. But this job is great. Well, I'm enjoying it. When I say great, I mean it's interesting, and I get to listen to music all day. it's not stressful and the people that work there are good. And I get paid weekly, and enough to pay rent at the end of the month aswell.

Haven't been playing as much as I used to, but then, that's due to the job too.

Is in agony! Seriously, what the fuck happened? I just remember laughing and shouting and...ugh, guess I shouldn't have gone out drinking. I can't remember the last time I got drunk, or well...had a lot to drink. I don't think I was drunk, because I remember what happened.

I'm just annoied with my throat hurting, and it's only when I swallow.

FUCK! Roxas, where the hell are you! I need someone I know, someone I can talk to! Believe it or not, but I do miss ya, ya little runt!

God I need something to do, my days are getting so boring now.

Woo...what an awesome band...two members. Rooooxas, show up so I can steal you and make you in my band!

Hmm...I bought a new CD, so I'm content...ish for now.

.........Yeah. Really tired right now. Unbelievably tired. So tired that this desk is starting to look really comfy now.

This is pointless.

So yesterday I met with Leon. That was an interesting encounter in itself. Though I kind of wish you didn't CHEAT with the coffee!! But he seems okay, if not a little annoying with how he talks. Guess no one really is perfect. Though I did have a dream that as I was walking away he called me 'an annoying pixie' which made me angry and it was just to weird.

He offered to help me and give me his support. But I'd rather pass on that. I'm fine, just got a little upset at things. I don't need his help...yet.

Leon better call me about letting me hear him play. Though saying that, a heh heh, guess I'm a little bastard...After all I can't even play a full song yet.

SERIOUSLY!!! What is with this places confusing currency anyway?! It's like...GAH, so confusing!

I should really look for a job, but walking down the streets, people are giving me looks of...Well they think I'm gonna hurt them. At least by there expressions. Is it because I'm tall? Skinny? Painfully good looking? My hair? Haha, oh yeah, it's totally the looks.

Now to go eat something that doesn't involve using two sticks!

I'm ashamed to say that...DAMN IT I like this song. Siiiigh.

( The song! )

Oooh ouch, my head really hurts. I guess I over slept or something. I may look it, but I'm not one for really sleeping hours on end. Or was it because I fell asleep late. Like...5am late. Hmm, yeah.

I was standing outside for a little bit and realised, it was pretty frikken cold. And I didn't have my hooded cloak, jacket...thing. That kept me really warm. I loooove summer and wish this world was warmer right now. Ice...memories I'd rather not have. But oh well. I got to see some of the er...local area. Then my feet got cold.

Then I just went home.

[Private]

Hope Roxas is in this world and doesn't run off. Will he remember me still? Will he hate me? Will he have forgiven me?

[Private]
I don't know how it happened. One minute I was in complete darkness. And not the kind I knew or was able to work before. But I couldn't move, all I could do was think, and go over things in my mind. But then all of a sudden, I saw light, I saw people I heard things.

This is what has me confused. But then, I really shouldn't be huh? I guess it's either a new world, a new chance or...I've just been dreaming for a long time. Ha ha...dreaming, right. If I was dreaming...did I dream seeing Roxas again? Did I dream him up? Or is all the memory shit being done to me? Oh well, maybe this is just a different world.

I'm not going to stand by and let things go past me. I'm going to interact. I'm gonna stir stuff up, I'm gonna prove things to myself and others. And I'm GOING to get Roxas back.

[Public]

The name's Axel. Don't forget it because you're gonna be hearing a lot from me from now on!